"‎"the disease she had is, you see, universal. -sherwood anderson

‎"the disease she had is, you see, universal. we all want to be loved and
the world has no plan for creating our lovers..."

"she needed a lover and at the same time a lover was not what she needed. The need of a lover was, after all, a quite secondary thing. She needed to be loved, to be long and quietly and patiently loved."

Sherwood Anderson is right.

i feel the same.
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i don't like being weak. ang maging talunan at bitter sa buhay at sa mga taong naka-disappoint sa akin because they did not make it to my expectations of them.

this disappointment has something to do with me, of them not being able to take hold of me. it gives me low self esteem knowing no one was patient and all ended up giving up.

"By being sure of yourself you are in danger of losing all of the romance of life."

but i don;t know myself...anmymore... or never had.
and, alright i don't want to take a risk because i'm afraid of having a wrong choice. but does it have to have a choice??

i'm afraid to feel so much love and happiness and then be left behind by that same person.

i have to be find love for and in myself first............
i believe. crap..