Enough about feelings that are deceiving.
Enough with thoughts that are weakening.
Just enough with the bunch of things i know i can't understand or answer right now.
Let's move on to the things that matter today.
Sometimes, it takes an article or a piece of thought from someone else to realize how petty the things i worry about these past few days. I've been affected by the mere thought of being where i am now. I've been thoughtless.
I am not in a classroom setting anymore where my misgivings could be forgiven or failures could be remedied without much effort.
Nevertheless, this doesn't mean not enjoying the things i love. The position I'm in is what i wanted, in the first place. But i miss my past colleagues and i owe i lot from them. And I'll be forever grateful for the experience and lessons i brought with me when i left their sanctuary. My work before was fun, and i got the chance to meet people i never expected to meet or better yet be friends with. It was splendid, marvelous, and fantastic. You would be overwhelmed and humbled by their personalities amidst their respected and/or glamorous position in their industry. Now, i have to keep in mind these people. I may not be with them anymore, but i know, that my memory of them is enough to help me be the person i wanted to be.
Right now, I'm moving on to the life i wanted and dreamed about. Before, i thought my first job was what i prayed for so i stuck with it. But my first love kept on knocking so i grabbed it in the end. Now, i realized He gave me the first one as a weapon for my dream job. I needed the experience and the inspiration i got from the people from my previous work so i could be equipped and ready with the kind of world of my dream job.
May i always be reminded of this.
Thanks, God.
Looking Forward to This
-FREEDOMM-
Sunday, June 27, 2010
REVERIE.5
(2)im not asking for a boyfriend that nags (and just talk) alone.
(1)im asking for a best friend that cares (and does something about it) genuinely.
(2)not this kind of lines:
"i dont want you to do that or this, etc."
(1)this one:
"don't do that. ok, where are you exactly, wait for me. you might need my help."
or
"fine, do what you want, but can i see you after that."
that kind of line.
it would piss me off if i find a guy i want to be (1) but would turn out to be (2).
(1)im asking for a best friend that cares (and does something about it) genuinely.
(2)not this kind of lines:
"i dont want you to do that or this, etc."
(1)this one:
"don't do that. ok, where are you exactly, wait for me. you might need my help."
or
"fine, do what you want, but can i see you after that."
that kind of line.
it would piss me off if i find a guy i want to be (1) but would turn out to be (2).
Saturday, June 12, 2010
REVERIE.4
boys vs girls 1
'girls don't always mean what they say.
and
boys don't always remember what they said.'
when girls say the opposite of what they really want, that means the boys are being tested.
girls, by nature, want to be pursued. hence, unconsciously or not, they insist on things they would eventually hate when the boys did exactly what they were asked to do.
boys usually take things literally. and because they want to please the girl, they do exactly what they say. (now, maybe, these is where petty quarrels start)
on the other hand, boys are usually foresighted. a sweet gesture would be natural for them , a no-big-deal for someone they care about. they would feel relief of having helped, yes, and of becoming, let's just say, a 'knight in shining armor' but then they'll will move on to the next bigger task.
big things matter for boys.
but
small things would matter to girls.
but girls, they would treasure moments (of gestures, perhaps) with boys longer than you'd expect. sometimes it would serve as their source of strength or affirmation of 'love', to forgive and still 'love' the person or worst, endure the person.
yeah, girls are sentimental.
when they care for someone, they think a lot. they give a lot. they forgive a lot.
But when they were hurt so much, they could set their mind really hard and end up the survivor in the break-up but still love the man, silently. after proving they could survive without the other they would gradually move on, by themselves. but when they really had moved on to someone, its hard getting back to them.
girls are submissive, yes, and soft, but when they really have moved on, they're lethal, mind you.
and boys, i don't know. not really.
FYI: all of these, i just deduced from observations, experience, but mostly from friends' stories.
do you have scenarios like these??
frustrating, eh? how different these two sexes are
'girls don't always mean what they say.
and
boys don't always remember what they said.'
when girls say the opposite of what they really want, that means the boys are being tested.
girls, by nature, want to be pursued. hence, unconsciously or not, they insist on things they would eventually hate when the boys did exactly what they were asked to do.
boys usually take things literally. and because they want to please the girl, they do exactly what they say. (now, maybe, these is where petty quarrels start)
on the other hand, boys are usually foresighted. a sweet gesture would be natural for them , a no-big-deal for someone they care about. they would feel relief of having helped, yes, and of becoming, let's just say, a 'knight in shining armor' but then they'll will move on to the next bigger task.
big things matter for boys.
but
small things would matter to girls.
but girls, they would treasure moments (of gestures, perhaps) with boys longer than you'd expect. sometimes it would serve as their source of strength or affirmation of 'love', to forgive and still 'love' the person or worst, endure the person.
yeah, girls are sentimental.
when they care for someone, they think a lot. they give a lot. they forgive a lot.
But when they were hurt so much, they could set their mind really hard and end up the survivor in the break-up but still love the man, silently. after proving they could survive without the other they would gradually move on, by themselves. but when they really had moved on to someone, its hard getting back to them.
girls are submissive, yes, and soft, but when they really have moved on, they're lethal, mind you.
and boys, i don't know. not really.
FYI: all of these, i just deduced from observations, experience, but mostly from friends' stories.
do you have scenarios like these??
frustrating, eh? how different these two sexes are
Monday, June 7, 2010
REVERIE.3
Today at 10:51am | Edit Note | Delete
(2)im not asking for a boyfriend that nags (and just talk) alone.
(1)im asking for a best friend that cares (and does something about it) genuinely.
(2)not this kind of lines:
"i dont want you to do that or this, etc."
(1)this one:
"don't do that. ok, where are you exactly, wait for me. you might need my help."
or
"fine, do what you want, but can i see you after that."
that kind of line.
it would piss me off if i find a guy i want to be (1) but would turn out to be (2).
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Sunday, June 13, 2010 at 2:58am | Edit Note | Delete
boys vs girls 1
'girls don't always mean what they say.
and
boys don't always remember what they said.'
when girls say the opposite of what they really want, that means the boys are being tested.
girls, by nature, want to be pursued. hence, unconsciously or not, they insist on things they would eventually hate when the boys did exactly what they were asked to do.
boys usually take things literally. and because they want to please the girl, they do exactly what they say. (now, maybe, these is where petty quarrels start)
on the other hand, boys are usually foresighted. a sweet gesture would be natural for them , a no-big-deal for someone they care about. they would feel relief of having helped, yes, and of becoming, let's just say, a 'knight in shining armor' but then they'll will move on to the next bigger task.
big things matter for boys.
but
small things would matter to girls.
but girls, they would treasure moments (of gestures, perhaps) with boys longer than you'd expect. sometimes it would serve as their source of strength or affirmation of 'love', to forgive and still 'love' the person or worst, endure the person.
yeah, girls are sentimental.
when they care for someone, they think a lot. they give a lot. they forgive a lot.
But when they were hurt so much, they could set their mind really hard and end up the survivor in the break-up but still love the man, silently. after proving they could survive without the other they would gradually move on, by themselves. but when they really had moved on to someone, its hard getting back to them.
girls are submissive, yes, and soft, but when they really have moved on, they're lethal, mind you.
and boys, i don't know. not really.
FYI: all of these, i just deduced from observations, experience, but mostly from friends' stories.
do you have scenarios like these??
frustrating, eh? how different these two sexes are
got this from FB: Definitely Filipino
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Monday, June 7, 2010 at 6:33pm | Edit Note | Delete
muntik ng mawala pangarap ko.
do i really have to wait for something to be at stake for me to really make up my mind of the things i want to achieve?? to feel threatened to loose something i dream??--to really be SURE of myself??to really prepare myself of the things i must do to achieve it??to DETERMINE myself??
the incident today made me realize that not everything's easy. it also proved,
if you want something so bad, you have to give your all--by that, i meant, more than your best.
PS: Thank you, God. You never left me. thank You for this experience.
(2)im not asking for a boyfriend that nags (and just talk) alone.
(1)im asking for a best friend that cares (and does something about it) genuinely.
(2)not this kind of lines:
"i dont want you to do that or this, etc."
(1)this one:
"don't do that. ok, where are you exactly, wait for me. you might need my help."
or
"fine, do what you want, but can i see you after that."
that kind of line.
it would piss me off if i find a guy i want to be (1) but would turn out to be (2).
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Sunday, June 13, 2010 at 2:58am | Edit Note | Delete
boys vs girls 1
'girls don't always mean what they say.
and
boys don't always remember what they said.'
when girls say the opposite of what they really want, that means the boys are being tested.
girls, by nature, want to be pursued. hence, unconsciously or not, they insist on things they would eventually hate when the boys did exactly what they were asked to do.
boys usually take things literally. and because they want to please the girl, they do exactly what they say. (now, maybe, these is where petty quarrels start)
on the other hand, boys are usually foresighted. a sweet gesture would be natural for them , a no-big-deal for someone they care about. they would feel relief of having helped, yes, and of becoming, let's just say, a 'knight in shining armor' but then they'll will move on to the next bigger task.
big things matter for boys.
but
small things would matter to girls.
but girls, they would treasure moments (of gestures, perhaps) with boys longer than you'd expect. sometimes it would serve as their source of strength or affirmation of 'love', to forgive and still 'love' the person or worst, endure the person.
yeah, girls are sentimental.
when they care for someone, they think a lot. they give a lot. they forgive a lot.
But when they were hurt so much, they could set their mind really hard and end up the survivor in the break-up but still love the man, silently. after proving they could survive without the other they would gradually move on, by themselves. but when they really had moved on to someone, its hard getting back to them.
girls are submissive, yes, and soft, but when they really have moved on, they're lethal, mind you.
and boys, i don't know. not really.
FYI: all of these, i just deduced from observations, experience, but mostly from friends' stories.
do you have scenarios like these??
frustrating, eh? how different these two sexes are
got this from FB: Definitely Filipino
Written about a week ago · Comment · LikeUnlike
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Monday, June 7, 2010 at 6:33pm | Edit Note | Delete
muntik ng mawala pangarap ko.
do i really have to wait for something to be at stake for me to really make up my mind of the things i want to achieve?? to feel threatened to loose something i dream??--to really be SURE of myself??to really prepare myself of the things i must do to achieve it??to DETERMINE myself??
the incident today made me realize that not everything's easy. it also proved,
if you want something so bad, you have to give your all--by that, i meant, more than your best.
PS: Thank you, God. You never left me. thank You for this experience.
REVERIE.2
REVERIE.2
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Monday, June 7, 2010 at 12:04am | Edit Note | Delete
there's a right time for everything.
if we let our emotions take charge of our actions, it'll be sweet, and happy but temporarily. giving in to pure emotions wouldn't work out for us because at the moment, our hearts are weak and our mind-sets not ready for a commitment.
i like you, but not today. we'd be together someday. and when that day comes, you'll have me by heart
and by soul.
that's , if we're really meant to be.
wait if you want. still, wait if you can--wait if you must.
but wait patiently, lovingly, accepting and understanding,
until the right time comes.
...naks!(wandering thoughts, eh?)
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there's a right time for everything.
if we let our emotions take charge of our actions, it'll be sweet, and happy but temporarily. giving in to pure emotions wouldn't work out for us because at the moment, our hearts are weak and our mind-sets not ready for a commitment.
i like you, but not today. we'd be together someday. and when that day comes, you'll have me by heart
and by soul.
that's , if we're really meant to be.
wait if you want. still, wait if you can--wait if you must.
but wait patiently, lovingly, accepting and understanding,
until the right time comes.
...naks!(wandering thoughts, eh?)
Friday, June 4, 2010
REVERIE.1
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Friday, June 4, 2010 at 12:00pm | Edit Note | Delete
a person would do the right thing for the right partner.
a man who loves you truly doesn't need instructions of how to win your heart, he just acts in accordance to his feelings.
a man that's good for you, doesn't only loves what he sees, but loves more what he doesn't see in you. he also appreciates the people you treasure. he makes effort, but for him its no effort at all, because he's just loving, its the way it is. no big deal. but looking beyond his actions, you'd feel how he's changing the you see him in the things that he did. you start to appreciate him, and you'll just be thankful for having a man like him.
swell.
hope i experience that.
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Friday, June 4, 2010 at 12:00pm | Edit Note | Delete
a person would do the right thing for the right partner.
a man who loves you truly doesn't need instructions of how to win your heart, he just acts in accordance to his feelings.
a man that's good for you, doesn't only loves what he sees, but loves more what he doesn't see in you. he also appreciates the people you treasure. he makes effort, but for him its no effort at all, because he's just loving, its the way it is. no big deal. but looking beyond his actions, you'd feel how he's changing the you see him in the things that he did. you start to appreciate him, and you'll just be thankful for having a man like him.
swell.
hope i experience that.
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